It's amazing what you can hide just by putting on a smile.
I don't want to be afraid.
I want to wake up feeling beautiful today.
And know that I'm okayy.
Cuz everyone's perfect in unusual wayys, you see.
I just want to believe in me.
I guess you're right.
I'm afraid.
I'm afraid to put my guitar down.
I'm afraid that if you know all that I am, you won't feel the same.
And I'm afraid that once my barrier is defeated and I'm comfortable that you'll walk away.
I'm the type of girl that can be so hurt but can still look at you and smile.
The type of girl who's willing to brighten your day even if I can't brighten my own.
It breaks my heart when people you know become people you knew.
When you can walk right past someone as if they were never a huge part of your life.
You used to be able to talk on the phone for hours and now you can't even look each other in the eye.
It completely breaks my heart to know that good things change and there is nothing you can do.
-Alicia Brianna
